“Blue Jay/Love Collides”

I close my eyes (I’d like to dream) 

I saw your smile (Pointed at me)

I hope it stays in the back of my mind 

You exist in the sunshine 

I sink into 

Into the bed 

Hoping that when I wake 

You'll still be there 

I trust you 

Next to me 

Hoping that when I wake 

You'll smile at me 

Blue jay flying above the trauma 

You stay when I awake 

Blue jay flying above the drama 

You say I am deserving

Oh trust is we what got so when you hold me babe 

All the heartache and the pain subsides 

I don't know what to do but when you hold me babe 

All the love collides, all loves the collides 

Oh trust is what we got so when you smile at me 

All the drama and the trauma

Stops 

I don't know what to do but when you hold me babe 

All the love collides, all the love collides 

Ah 

I open my eyes (I’d like to see)

I see your smile (pointed at me) 

I hope it stays in the back of my mind 

Time with you is so sublime

I sink into 

Into the bed 

Hoping that when I wake 

You'll still be there 

I trust you 

Next to me 

Hoping that when I wake 

You'll smile at me 

Blue jay flying above the trauma 

You stay when I awake 

Blue jay flying above the drama 

You say I am deserving

Oh trust is we what got so when you hold me babe 

All the heartache and the pain subsides 

I don't know what to do but when you hold me babe 

All the love collides, all loves the collides 

Oh trust is what we got so when you smile at me 

All the drama and the trauma

Stops 

I don't know what to do but when you hold me babe 

All the love collides, all the love collides 

Ah 

A song about delusional love that makes you believe in something. The emotional experience of being held in someone’s arms in a cruel world. Check out my draft below.